Reacting to a preaching by Elevation Church lead pastor, Steven Furtick, the author says the preaching reflects her state of mind this year. In the post, Steven talked about people struggling with divorce, depression and uncertainty encouraging not to give up. According to him, God has a
Reposting the video on her Instagram, Toke Makinwa talked about her personal struggling with depression saying she had she allowed the devil take over her mind with deceits and lies. She mentioned how a once strong woman (Toke) started having doubts and uncertainty about many things happening around her. She also mentioned her emotional mood swing and fear.
The media personality further stated how it is important to guard one’s mind and thought to prevent negativity and fear to reveal her that her recent surgery after which she felt new and chosen.
Toke Makinwa also stated that she decided to share the post to encourage people who are struggling with doubts, fear and depression.
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“I like to think I’m strong, I like to think my mind is positive and I’m out here focused on me, building to have a better life than I’ve had and just trying to leave this world a better place.
“Watching this clip broke me because this has been my state of mind this year. The devil targeted my mind. He tried to make me lose my mind!!!! Somehow strong TM started to live in a lot fear and doubt and the fear quickly turned to depression.
“I could sell out my bags or kill it at a stage play or smash another milestone in my career and be so happy today and wake up sad the next. The devil started planting words of uncertainty in my heart and I started to drift.
“I started to feel unworthy and it was a strange feeling I had a very important procedure and I didn’t tell anyone simply because a part of me wanted out from it. (Can you believe the cheek), last week I went into surgery and as the doctors did their thing, Jesus did his.
“He was there to lift all the unnecessary burden and give me a new heart and as I woke up I felt different. I felt chosen, I felt like I went thru a re-birth and I share this because someone out there is struggling too. We all have bad days but it’s not a bad life, we all doubt ourselves and feel uncertain but the fact that you are still breathing, there’s a second chance being given.
“It’s hard because we’ve become a people who shame others for opening up and who ridicule others to hide our own insecurities but I had to share this because just because you think TM is strong and untouchable which she probably is, I let the devil in without knowing it.
“Once you lose the battle over your mind, once you accept the negativity and let the doubt in and begin to listen to those words, you let the devil win and he will take it all. I know it’s hard, the fact that you face this challenge is tough enough but God is building you up to show you off so you too can one day say you’ve been thru the fire and you came out on the other side cos you have been chosen.
“It’s never easy for the selected. Your life will inspire someone to live again, take another chance, build again and stay alive. Stay winning.”
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