According to John Cena in a recent interview, he wants to do all he can to make Nikki happy and get their relationship to work out.
Stating that he loves her, John Cena says: “The point is for anyone out there speculating on what’s going on, I love her. I want to be with her. I want to make her my wife. I want to be the father of her children. I just want us to work and that’s so just from [the heart] and all that other stuff is B.S.
“There was an unfortunate set of circumstances where our relationship ended. There’s been a lot of speculation recently about me being seen in public, and everyone’s been like, ‘Oh John Cena’s enjoying the single life.’ No, I was supposed to be married and have a honeymoon over these two weeks.
“I am in my house alone surrounded by these emotionally strong memories. And everyday from 6 to 9 I get out of the house and talk to strangers as social interaction.
“I don’t want anybody else. I love Nicole and I’m really trying to support her in her trying to find whatever it is she wants that made this fall apart in the first place.”
The sportsman, being emotional, also revealed that he was left ‘heart broken’ as he hinted that the break-up was down to Nikki. He says: “It’s up and it’s down. I’ve always been honest with you guys, I also don’t want to ruin the viewers’ morning by giving them a bowl of sadness soup. It’s been up and it’s been down.
“It’s been incredibly reflective, which is amazing, but it’s very difficult. I had my heart-broken out of nowhere — well, for me it was out of nowhere.
“And anyone who has experienced that knows that it comes with a series of bad feelings. But I’ve looked at myself every day and I’ve tried to evaluate myself and the woman who I love. I’m just trying to live life without her on a very emotional set of time.”
However, reacting to Cena’s interview, Nikki who was lost for words exclaimed at the interview. She says: “I have hope. I’m at a point in my life where I feel like I kind of lost me and I want to find me and work on me.”
According to sources, John Cena and Nikki Bella still live together despite announcing their split last month.
Further replying the interview, Nikki added:
“I just want John and I both to live happily ever after whether it’s together or separate and I just don’t want us to go down the road in life and have regrets of like ‘I did this for you’ or ‘you did this for me,’ so I think it’s okay in relationships to take that moment.
“The day I say my vows, I want to say them once and I want to fully mean them, and so that’s what made me hesitant — am I ready to say these vows?”
The star also spoke about how her E! reality show ‘Total Bellas’ put pressure on her situation, she admitted saying: “I mean, it does put a lot of pressure.
“I think that was what I felt the first time in my life was just so much pressure from cameras, the world, my family, John, and I think, I started taking care of everyone and forgot about me and that’s what caused me to, just I don’t know, I don’t want to say ‘snapped,’ I don’t want to say ‘a breakdown,’ but something like that.”
